Kamiruchan.

20 Secrets Beautiful Girls Know #11: beautiful girls can fly solo…

Exactly what I did today…. erm…. technically yesterday.

I cleaned my overly messy room, fearing there might be random reptiles and amphibians living there already, most especially beneath my pile of papers. Fortunately there were none. Okay, enough of my untidiness. It’s so unbecoming of a lady, which I don’t really care about, honestly.

I am a beautiful girl because I flew solo today…. yesterday! In all honesty, I’d prefer being called cute than pretty or beautiful… Tsk tsk tsk… No wonder the stereotype people have of me that I’m a little kid never fades. But wouldn’t it be nice if a handsome prince could come and call me pretty and beautiful despite all the protests I’d make, which in reality is just hiding my shyness. And he’ll see the princess in me even though I’m far from looking like one. *PUKES/THROWS UP/VOMITS* Yuck, stop the fairy tale-ish daydreams!!! Wahahahahahaha!

Anyway, I did go to the church alone, which I haven’t done in several weeks already. But I do pray the rosary during the times that I don’t go to church. ^_^ However, let me rant about it for a while. People of the Earth, disciples of God, PLEASE, THE CHURCH IS NOT A MARKET PLACE! I clearly remember that there was something like it in the bible! There were a lot of stalls outside the church. There were stalls selling food, flowers, clothes, accessories, etc. I hate the sight of it. We go to the church to pay tribute to God, if they want to shop, people could go to the mall afterwards, and the church is not a place to parade one’s new clothes, you can also do that at the mall…. Tsk tsk tsk… I hope you get the point I’m trying to show. Anyway, after going to the church, I went to the mall to buy some stuff and to get a music player because my phone’s earphone is so annoying that I’d given up on it. 

Too bad because I thought the mall would close later than usual since it’s a long weekend and such, but they did close on their usual schedule so I wasn’t able to go around much. Can you even believe I wasn’t able to pass by a bookstore???? *gasps* And I wasn’t even able to grab some dinner because they were closing already and I had to go grocery shopping first, which I had fun on doing. I’ve always had fun grabbing the things that I like and putting it in the cart that I sometimes don’t get to compute the prices in my mind first. Thus, most of the time, I get bankrupt. Hahahahaha! Yeah, plus include the music player that I bought, totally broke! TT____TT Anyway, most of the food that I bought were for home consumption but since I’m the one who did the shopping, of course I bought all of my favorite bread, junk food, and drinks. And I bought lots of milk, liquid and powdered. Hahahahaha!

Milk! I love dairy products!!!!!!! ♥

Wohohohohohohohooooooooooooo~ Awkward bangs, I cut it myself again~ \^o^/ Geeeee~ My eyes are so small without circle lenses!

Oh, it’s almost 5AM already, to sleep or not to sleep, that is the question! ^.~

I’ve always loved the dawn, if only it won’t be dangerous walking around at this hour, I’d love to go out and feel the breeze of the dawn and listen to music, ponder on life and my feelings, and wait for the sun to rise. That would be nice, but I guess it’d also be nice if I can do that somewhere near the mountains, or the sea, or a farm, or…. just as long as it’s somewhere close to nature and far from the bustle and hustle of the city. Such a dream, I wonder when it will come true….

‎”Daisuki…” I whispered in a voice so soft and light it was barely audible. Only the wind heard it, you didn’t.

Oh, hi, people of the Earth!

I just feel like writing/typing/blogging something but as much as I wanna talk about my emotions and feelings which are rather very confusing and saddening and depressing, I’d opt to veer away from it and try to ignore it, hoping it’d go away on its own. *sigh* Why is destiny always playing with me? Sadness has been eating me away since last week up the present… But, yeah, trust God all the time! That’s what I’m holding on to…

Anyway, I’d rather talk about random stuff, literally. I’d just like to narrate exactly what’s happening at this very moment. First, I’m so sleepy already, I want to overdose on coffee. I’m craving for coffee!!! What open tabs on my browser do I have? Hmmmmm…. Google’s homepage, my blog, my tumblr dashboard which is full of Arashi goodness, Facebook, Twitter, DeviantArt, and some random webpages discussing personality types. And I’m currently sitting in the middle of a place covered with blood and the photos of the victims of the murderer. Hahahahaha! And there’s a corpse hanging on the door. Hahahaha! Halloween decorations! *cross fingers* I hope I get to catch America’s Next Top Model All Stars on ETC tonight, I haven’t been watching it these past weeks.

Okay, this is one trashy post. Whew! Oh, bytheway, why are people teasing me? I just don’t get it… *raises one eyebrow* @_@

So tomorrow, this dream will end.

but they’re back invading my heart. Their fluttering wings colliding with the walls I long ago set up to protect my heart, with each motion it echoes your name.

And the songs playing in the wind whispers your laughter. I hear it with every whistle the trees make. And its sound has never left my ears ever since the first time I heard it.

And all these while, I had been hiding behind the vines of the forest, out of sight from you. But you never left my sight, and your voice never left my hearing. And in my peripheral, while I watch the butterflies spread their wings and fly from each flower, I observe your beauty and greatness like the thunder and lightning in the sky; beautiful yet destructive. I have to hide to avoid being destructed by these entangled emotions while admiring your magnificence.

I will admire the rose, but I will keep my distance to avoid the thorns.

10.24.2011 | 2:59 AM

If you’ll ask me what I would remember the most from this company, it’s eating. Hahahaha! We seem to be eating quite often these past weeks. And eating is fun, right? Right! Hahaha! And the best part is that it’s usually someone’s treat. Yehey! ^_^

Look, one Friday night, we had six boxes of pizza. I think there were about eleven of us at that time. Gosh, so full! Hehehe~

And then, on another night, we ate at Banapple.

A pun on our company name and the said shop’s name. 

I cannot remember the names of the dishes and drinks, so just bear with the photos. Hehehehe! ^.^

YUM YUM YUM YUM!

Credits:

• To all of us for taking turns on taking the photos,
• To Gyzell for post-processing the photos (except for the first two photos),
• And most especially, to the Onii-san tachi (Jap., older brothers, kuya) who treated us. Yay! ^.^

It is one normal day
Just like all the other days
And life goes on as a routine
And there’s nothing out of the blue

Then there is one person you talk to,
One person you smile at,
One person you occasionally laugh with

And days go on as usual
Just like all the other days
And life goes on as a routine
And there’s nothing out of the blue

Until one day you hear a loud sound
It comes from your chest
This takes place of the usual,
The usual smiles and laughs, 
This drowns the voice of that one person
And you are scared that one person could hear it
And you retreat into silence and avoidance 

And you finally realize
In the midst of the normal days
Just like all the other days
That it’s not normal anymore.

10/15/2011 4:10:23 AM
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deviantART

I’m on my guard for the rest of the world, though with you I know it’s no good… ♫ 

How can you break this façade with ease? I’m in the most introverted spectrum that I’d be too shy I could never say hello to other people, but with you I could speak for hours and never get tired or bored. You make me talk about the things I’d never tell anyone. My hidden emotions, frustrations, and dreams escape from my lips and find its way to your ears. You’d willingly listen and talk. There’s never a dull moment.

…and with you the smiles are genuine and the laughter is endless.

I know BB creams have been the trend since last year and I’ve been using BB creams since last year, I just never got around to posting about it. Hehehe~

Usually, I apply BB cream first then I apply my liquid foundation. I haven’t been wearing make-up often lately, ever since I started working, but that’s how I used to do it back in college (just a few months ago). But I didn’t often do touch-ups so after a long hot day, plus perspiration, it just all melts. Teehee~

As for this BB cream, it doesn’t really come in varying shades, just this one but it’s okay since it usually just acts like a tinted moisturizer. It makes applying make-up better since it acts like a base but it totally gives no coverage, in my experience. I apply it using sponge though you can also apply in just using your fingers.

My skin has a yellowish undertone but I don’t think you have to worry about your skin undertones when using this since it can adjust with your skin color no matter what shade it is, unlike actual foundations which can give off awkward shades on your skin when applied too much or not blended well. If you’re looking for other BB creams which gives better coverage so you can skip using foundation (or at least use just minimal amount), there are also other BB cream variants you can choose from whether from Etude House as well or from other beauty shops. You just have to find that one product that would suit you the best. 

^.^

Comfort: 9/10

Yes, comfortable enough to be worn the whole day everyday! ^_^

Enlargement: 9/10

The usual 14.5mm, they enlarge really well! 

Design:9/10

For the perfect dolly eye look. It blends perfectly well with dark brown eyes, The lighting just got weird with these photos above but let me provide you with another photo using different lighting:

As you can see, this was taken on another lighting (can’t remember though since I took this from a different day) and you can see how black it can be. 

Thus,

Color: 9/10

Black eyes on dark brown Asian eyes for the dolly-ish/baby-ish look.

Overall: 9/10